Why's and Wish's

Despite unkind words…
The truth is…I love you so much.
Sometimes so much it hurts!
We get lost in rage and emotion,
words and tempers fly and the damage is done.
Now what? We are left with no trust, broken feelings and sad hearts.
This is happening to often. Much too often.

Some days are better than others,
but those days are far and few between.
There is no trust, no trust for me, no trust for you.
Why have we not paid attention to the
mistakes that were made between us?
I am positive there was something to be learned.
Why do we take each other for granite?
Why can’t we just let it go…move on and be happy?

You are a precious life…life that was given to me.
Some say that you…picked me…
Why is it so difficult to- as they say...live, laugh, and love?
It is much too easy to imply, to have little faith, to shout.

Is it just the way it is between a mother and a son sometimes?
Will this change, will you be able to look at me someday
and understand that I love you more than my own life.
That maybe things weren’t that bad! I truly hope so.
I love you very much, never forget that.
I know that you are only making a simply move across town,
But in a since my family is now broken.
I am about to learn how to love you from a distance
I’ll take it- I will do this so that one day you and I will
look at each other and smile, we will laugh, we will talk,
we will share stories………..

Unconditional:
Not limited by conditions; absolute.

Dear Braxton,
I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

More then anything, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.

Oh More then anything, Yeah, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this is my wish.

I love you Braxt