Monday, October 18, 2010

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

It is easier to build up a child
than to repair an adult.
Your words and actions
have power in your child's life,
use them wisely!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Loving the Fall Season

The leaves are beginning to fall and change their colors

One of my favorites, this was taken up Ogden Canyon

I love going for a ride in the Fall, any canyon, amazing! 

and then....SNOW!



Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Therapy

Some people find comfort,
maybe even a little bit of peace in visiting a graveside.
One may turn to this place to release emotions,
to think out loud, feeling that their loved one is "there"
I cannot escape to this place, Virginia is just to far away.
Someday, maybe.

I wish...with all my heart that I could  figure out why I have been so affected by Ethan's death.
A friend said, maybe it is because he was here, (in Utah)
4 years old, and all alone.
He had no-one to stand over him,
to fight for him, to protect him.
This beautiful boy lived here for just under 10 days with who he
believed was his mommy but turned out to be a monster,
a monster that lived with the Devil himself.
I have had such a struggle in finding my peace with all that Ethan endured.

I have visited a few gravesides; my grandparents, some close friends....
Quietly, I say a little prayer, I love you and goodbye,
until next time of course.
While I very much miss my friends and family that have passed,
I have never experienced the emotions that I feel
when I visit the sacred piece of empty ground up Ogden Canyon.
There is a place near Powder Mountain, Wolff Canyon to be exact,
just off the trail a bit, that Ethan Stacy's body once lied.
Although he is no longer there, even if it is not real,
I have found some comfort in visiting this graveside.
Thank you to my new/dear friend Klint for locating this grave
and marking it with such a Beautiful Justice Cross.

Justin and I along with Lucinda and Dave
went up to visit this past weekend.
I took 5 blue star birthday balloons
(Ethan would have been 5 on September 22nd)
and a soft light brown teddy bear to accompany the angel I left up there a few weeks ago.
Lucinda brought "bug" transformers!
A Bee, Dragon Fly and some other bugs, Perfect!!

I know he is not there, but visiting.... is my therapy.

I do believe that Ethan knows we're there,
he loves us and he's smiling down on us.
I also believe that Ethan's death will not be in vain.
I believe that Justice will be prevailed.
I believe in Triumph over Tragedy

I am very grateful, for you have given me so much angel.
You continue to influence my life everyday.
Keeping you close to my heart, as always.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Teddy Bear Kids K

Hunter & Brooklynn (my niece) participated in the Teddy Bear Kids K 1 Mile Marathon today for the Children's Justice Center. They received a shirt, a stuffed animal and a medal for crossing the finish line!

Hunter's Day of Fun & Fitness

Brook's Day of Fun & Fitness

Awesome Job! Love You

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

 Malia Me & Billye

E.T.H.A.N ~ Education 4 The Homeless And Needy

What a success!
Caty (Caty Dawn Bond) Jayne (cute daughter),
Meme (cute momma) & Carlotta (cute Chihuahua)
traveled 1,240 miles to put on a school supply drive
for the homeless and needy children in honor of Ethan Stacy.
Our Bumble Bee
Amazing! It was an honor to take part in such a wonderful event.

My sister and I made the donation boxes. They turned out awesome!
Thanks Sissy xoxo

We started our drive off at Liberty Park in SLC-
We shared laughs, tears, emotions and great stories with new friends.
My family was wonderful!
Justin, Braxton, Harley and Hunter…
Thank you so much for all your love and support and for also
sharing such a great day with me. You guys are the best!


The Lovely Meme and Caty

The Cook Family xoxo
Together they made all the "Bee" tags for each back pack!

Bumble Bee Tags
They put SO MUCH love into these tags!

Carlotta ~ My sweet girl!

Texas Roadhouse in So. Ogden also participated in the
School Supply Drive. Another Awesome Family!
Rhonda, Caty & Kimberly

We were able to fill over 100 back packs thanks to PSS,
Texas Roadhouse, Utah Attorneys General Office, Facebook,
Many Friends and Families Thank you so much, EVERYONE!